Photo #199
Considering the amazing things falling into place with my life, today sucked. Tuesdays blow and it's been raining nonstop in Ithaca for like ever. Plus there is just so much running through my head that I just got too overwhelmed. I can't begin to explain my elation and excitement for my move back south. But things finishing up here at school got to be just too much. I had one of those moments of self reflection on the past year that has gone by and it was a whirlwind of emotion. Not to mention the recent heartbreaks and let downs that boiled up to this point. I can't hide when I'm hurt and I for sure don't keep my emotions in. The next two weeks of school are going to be a blur and excuse my French, a shit show. Celebrations, parties, events, concerts. You name it the senior class is indulging in it. So while grocery shopping in my drained and dazed state this afternoon I stocked up on some coconut water. This is the best stuff to rehydrate the body after being run down or getting a touch too crazy. It's a necessity for my current emotional state and for what is about to ensue. I can't say I'm not excited. It's going to be an amazing way to end the past four incredible years. But I can't deny my anxiety either. Yet I'll be strong enough to push those away and enjoy my last weeks of college properly and soak up each little moment. Most importantly though, I need to keep my focus and concentrate on what lies so close in front of me, because those are my dreams with amazing opportunities and I'm not losing them.
Xx
-E
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