Photo #210
After a whirlwind of two days being home I am back upstate to begin the official last week of celebrations known as Senior Week that commence right before graduation. Which is next Sunday. Can not believe it. So much so that I had myself a bit of a breakdown this afternoon while trying to get everything together to come back to school. I just came to the realization that everything is happening so quickly. Don't you doubt one bit that I am not so overjoyed about the next chapter of my journey that part of me honestly cant wait and is so anxious to go it's crazy. I understand fully that when my hopes and dreams, the ones I've worked so hard for, are opening up right in front me and I need to take the jump now or regret it forever, I'm going to take it. Which is exactly what I am doing. But I am also human and things get scary when it's all about to change. Which is why in times like these I am so grateful to have people with a fresh perspective and advice from experience to keep me grounded. Enter my sister from another mister T. She's made many a previous blog post and has been such a positive light in my life. And a beautiful one at that, hence why my spent face is cropped out of today's photo. T has been there for me with no judgment and so much positivity for everything you can ever imagine. She's a few years older than me which gives that insight to help me recognize and understand. She knows the right things to say at the right times and never fails at making me smile. Scary and changing times have nothing on her strength and compassion which is why she saved my afternoon and my soul today. In honor of your beauty in spirit, life, love, and physicality...T, I adore you.
Xx
-E
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